"...Killing myself."
That's the general subject of most of the journals I've seen. Suicide notes.
All I can say... is NO. Don't. Don't even think about it. Don't even think about thinking about it! Most of all, DON'T DO IT. I'll be honest, I've thought about it as well... but I thought about it too much, and that's what saved me. If you do it...
1. Your family will be forever in grief and sadness.
2. Your friends might think about doing it.
3. You'll only encourage it MORE. And trust me, That's no answer. Never was. Never is. Never will be.
4. Three reasons... so what? Suicide is STILL no answer. No matter what, it is still a horrible c